Friday, March 30, 2012

Little Wonders

Verse 1:
He wore his face under the covers
Pillows and Sheets, blankets and heat
Disguised to world, in a blunder
While all he did was wonder
What it'd be like if he was a different color
Not in a race war riot kinda way
Kinda like goin from pale to tan in summer
Yet now its his enemy, no longer a remedy
Hand upon a bible, prayin' to K-Pax infinities
Cause theres more than what meets the eyes
Like how do you revise a plan to advise future allies
Whats a man to do, when you question everything
The existance of denominations, destroy the transition of spring
Full of lancalots, we knight them equestrians
and we eat that mongolian blood meat, ef them vegetarians
Cause we need that protein in our veins to keep us strong
So we can continue to fight the feelings of whether we belong

Chorus:
These little wonders
It's no wonder they exist
No one stands beside you
Even in times of need, of crisis
You're forced to lock 'em up,
Behind closed doors in private
These littles wonders
Do they exist?

Verse 2:
He misses all his old influences
The ones that used to support him,
Now all he does is put up his headphones
Blare some Em, zoning out frustration without substance
He fights future conquests with reluctance
His life as a movie is damn shame, man
That this kid feels this way man,
He's forced to be influeneced by all these false idols
As we seek survival.
'Cause the severity of empathy, or our lack of modern sympathy,
Will never, ever deminished his reborn legacy
Instead he snaps back, with his head high above 'em
Up in the clouds, shrined in steel covenants
An eco-drive Citizen
Im on point like a decimal is...
These four grand watches become a necessities
In the process of natural selections
I was chosen to be different kind of celebrity
Which is why I make this shit seem so effortlessly...

Chorus:
These little wonders
It's no wonder they exist
No one stands beside you
Even in times of need, of crisis
You're forced to lock 'em up,
Behind closed doors in private
These little wonders
Do they exist?

Verse 3:
Have you ever wondered?
How the pyramids of giza were constructed?
Or what stone henge really means?
How many planets out there are really green?
What about the pheonix lights?
The ones that reminscence aurora's at night?
If we saw a UFO, would you even express an interest in it?
Or write it off cause it cant exist cause god trumps science?
What about how the strange clouds pass us by
Or how lullabys' stay in our head 'till we die,
I on the other hand, question everything
I question the Saturn ring,
I question the heavenly things
I question what weddings mean
I question all the finer things
Maybe its because I've lost sight of everything in between
But I still question everything
Because my obscenities are obscene
They say its a curse, but I say its a blessin'
I've just invested in the proper form of protection.

Chorus:
These little wonders
It's no wonder they exist
No one stands beside you
Even in times of need, of crisis
You're forced to lock 'em up,
Behind closed doors in private
These little wonders
Do they exist?


Friends of Fire

Verse 1:
We let the melodies play on
While we escape the phantom zones
Hoping that someone has our backs
Through hell fire and brimstone, but
Instead they talk behind ours while we arent there to attack
How you gonna insult me, and then to my face take it back
A true friend, well, they dont do something like that
And for the first time I see things in this regard, clear
You're not a real friend, you havent been in years
And you sir, need a lesson in humility
Either that or you really  need to grow some dignity
Cause your balls are runnin low on fuel
Cause I know you'd never man up to me face to face for a duel
You narcisstic nobody, dont flatter yourself
No one cares the shit you talkin, tell it to somebody else
So now your silent, which says more than mouth ever did
Should have wrote you off along time ago, like vicious sid

Chorus:
Circle of life
Take a match and light it
Real friends...
What ever happened to those?
Friends of fire...
I suppose they all burn down
and melt in the snow...

Verse 2:
You got me pissed off, prozac and all
How you gonna dissmiss me when I was always there for you dawg,
And you'd rather care, for the one that always bailed
The one that was never there, even through your tears
I hope you sit alone and burn in self loathing dispare
Cause ill never be there for you, ever again
You're not worth my time, kid, you're a loser, a fraud
And as much as you brag, you aint even got a good job
Dry your eyes punk, there ain't no cryin in real life
Stop coming to me with your problems,
And not be there in return when I turn around,
Instead you stab me in the back with your knife,
Luckily its not very sharp, Its about like your bite
Have you forgot that I've had gloves on since I was 3
Pen in hand, I scorn to wrong the right (write)
Thats what we call born ready, born to fight
And you know what they say,
The taller the height, the farther they fly
Step up to the T-ball plate, with that pencil neck and ball head
Im writing this for you to be read,
Are you comprehending what I've said?

Chorus:
Circle of life
Take a match and light it
Real friends...
What ever happened to those?
Friends on fire...
I suppose they all burn down
And melt in the snow...

Verse 3:
So here I am, feelin better than I ever have
And of course you pop up every now and then,
But where were you when I needed a helping hand?
I now know the kinda man you are, and the kind I am
So I question you as a man, Cause I dont give a damn
Who the hell do you think you are?
You think your strong enough to flaunt me?
You and what militia? You and what army?
You military haircut wont be enough,
Theres no inception in this, so definintly,
Dont sleep on me, cause ill kick your ass so effortlessly
Yeah, so now im calling you out
Cause you talk to much shit for an out of shape, lanky sprout,
Without a muscle on your body
Who treats his girl like she's no body
Like your gods gift to her, When she's the freakin hotty,
And you know deep down she could find someone better
Faster than the wind blows or change in oklahoma weather,
So change ya clothes cause those board shorts went outta style back in 98,
And that belly weight ain't ever been in session, keep some food off that plate,
Man keep your nourishment first and your mind on my lyrics
Cause what you hoping to accomplish, I already did it, bitch


She Only Comes Around

Verse 1:
Only picks up the phone when shes alone
Thinkin' I can save 'er from 'er lonely broken home
Even as shes miles away
Were only friends when its convenient,
Simple for her, but never immediate
We only talk when I'm leniant
Little did I know that would be the only ingrediant
In order to process her request
Its like I've got nothin left,
Nothing left to address, I
Can't please her no more, can't offer her expressions
When I got no feelings left to express
I was just her go to guy,
When life wasn't goin' her way,
But i'd be the guy she could just walk on by,
When shes happy and sane,
She forgets I'm alive in such little time,
So the next time I hear from her,
She wont get a reply...

Chorus:
Yeah she only comes around
To kick dirt, see
Yeah she only comes around
When it hurts me,
Yeah she only comes around
When the words speak,
She only comes around
When the words mean, nothing

Verse 2:
Throughout the years I try and stay in touch
I tried harder than her, she didnt try that much
Id even ask her out to dinner, Id ask her out to lunch
But she'd bail on me, she'd left me in the dust
Guess I leaned a valuable lesson
Gotta stop worryin' about bein perfect
When your to busy messin with imperfection,
I try and listen to the angel inside me, reachin out for a blessin'
But I hear the percussion comin' from over the mountain
It's simplistic and never realistic
When the rain comes down and the tears stick, we call 'em ballistics
Cause shes' the antagonist, of my never ending Optimist
A narcissist pessimist, with an ideal persona
I dont get it, how you can miss someone
Who you make feel so much less than important
How can you be there for him when you won't support him
And you give up on him when the going gets tough
And all the stuff from the past, It was never good enough
You hold the entire deck, but now i'll call your bluff
Enough is enough, so tell me now,
How's your diamond ring look as the link for my cuff?

Chorus:
She only comes around
When its raining
Yeah she only comes around
When it's stormin'
Yeah she only comes around
When its pourin' outside
Yeah she only comes around
Without Warning...

Verse 3:
I write my verses in cursiv
So that they serve a purpose
Summarizin my problems
So that they can't hurt us
I just try and figure out
A perfect way to word it...
She'll ignore me, I think
I'll just ignore her back
Lets say an eye for an eye
Now what do you think about that?
Im better off
Like 8 lives with a cat
Only 1 left to live, a permanent like tat
So while that inks busy dryin'
Im living before I'm Dyin
They cant hold me back
It's like Im to busy tryin'
Tryin to widdle my pocket knife
Im on that piece of wood pryin'
with my crow bar in hand
and them nun chucks flyin'
Yall just to busy spyin'
While she's to busy eye'in
The greener gas on the other side,
Is it to thick to mow while she ridin'?
Wondering if its to thick to mow while im ridin'

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Blood, Sweat, & Tears

Intro:
Don't stray where you walk
I know that you, are there
Turn on lights to hide the darkness,
I know, you are here,
With your shades on...

Verse 1:
You're pleading ignorance, is
Dumb bleeding resistance,
Just let go, to stay...
With Receeding deliverance
Fathoms dedication vigorous,
To hold you away

Our sold souls are rigourous
Kinda like that Icarus, that flies
With his broken wings
Indifferent differences of interest
Spectators embrace the resemblance
Of facesious integrity fighting over Religion

Chorus:
Its like people only see it the way it appears
They never see the ropes, the pulleys, and the gears
Blood sweat and tears
We cry but all we sweat is tears
In the middle of this damn game
On the battle field

Verse 2:
Struck a chord in me
Seredipity installed in the blasphamy,
I know that you'll regain, its like...
My ears, hear a familiar melody,
Before I could give up on everything

It's operation never ending surrender
Through fakes and pretenders
Word of advice for the Frauds
You're not the shit when ur-ine a facade
Take some time out to remember
That this is bigger than you could ever figure.

Chorus:
Its like people only see it the way it appears
They never see the ropes, the pulleys, and the gears
Blood sweat and tears
We cry but all we sweat is tears
In the middle of this damn game
On the battle field

Verse 3:
It's like, I've got the world in my palms
But my hands just dont understand
How to throw a uppercut without droppin' the man
Now im not trying to brag
But I gotta lot of steam left up under my sleeves
I'm trying to hold on and believe
Even with the taste of hanis leaves
As they fall from the plastic trees
While proof is in the pudding,
You can't lie to be the truth
And whenever someone ask what happened,
You can just say "I didnt wanna be like you"

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Spaceman

Verse 1:
Doesnt matter where they draw the line,
Or if they understand his trust as lies
Guess if I was simple in the mind
Everything would be just fine, but
Truth is nothing more than a greater prophecy
Seekin' companionship with the cratered surfaces
Floatin' up with the man in the moon
Words overused, its news to no one, but you

Chorus:
I be that rocketship thrusting by,
While the anomolies pass sayin hi,
Roaming around black holes in astronomy class
Belief in a higher power, not from astrology calenders,
Cause so many times we get high, just to get down
And drown our own sorrows just to reach the spacebound
You all leave me asking why?
Left as a Spaceman waundering the sky...

Verse 2:
Sit in the darkness, watchin' the cars parkin'
Street lights divide the lines of clouds in sky
All I do is try to demean the past tense
Seein' every asset in different aspects
Like how decency is lunacy in this world of truancy
Like not showin up on time, garner you nothing but ambiguity
So I close my eyes, imagine the stars in a better place
A space time continium designed to erase the hate
Applaud the wrong, entice the curtain call
Dont care who's right, come one, come all

Chorus:
I be that rocketship thrusting by,
While the anomolies pass sayin' hi
Roaming around black holes in astronomy class
Belief in a higher power, not from astrology calenders,
Cause so many times we get high, just to get down
And drown our own sorrows just to reach the spacebound
You all leave me asking why?
Left as a Spaceman waundering the sky...

Verse 3:
Back to a being of relaxed state
Not everything has to be so complicated
Even, when they still fail to comprehend
Or come close to acknowledging who I am
Nothing more than closing another door,
Makin' it rain as the rich, dont equal a down "poor"
So, another chapter now will begin
Off in space so the world can understand him
And if you were blind 'bout half the time
Spend the rest of your days, focused on the minds.

Chorus:
I be that rocketship thrusting by,
While the anomolies pass sayin hi
Roaming around black holes in astronomy class
Belief in a higher power, not from astrology calenders,
Cause so many times we get high, just to get down
And drown our own sorrows just to reach the spacebound
You all leave me asking why?
Left as a Spaceman waundering the sky...

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Destiny


Hey you, its me again.  I know its been awhile since we last spoke but I finally have the ability to write again.  Some sudden instant of Joy has overtaken me this past week.  Something I’m not that familiar with.  It’s kind of scary to be honest.  All this time, I’ve been afraid to be happy.  Because I know it could be ripped right away from me at any second.  But what was the point of that?  The stress only ate me up inside, and the fear.  Well the fear wasn’t something that I liked.  It wasn’t something I felt naturally, but it was something that was installed in me.  And yet, im still afraid, but for a different reason, a better reason.  The future is indeed scary.  But you can’t just run back to your past because it’s familiar.  I wasn’t about to.

They say if you’re not scared, then you’re not taking chances.  And if you’re not taking a chances, then what the hell are we doing?  What’s the point of living?  Well I guess being hurt so many times, it’s hard to put yourself out there.  But all you need is 10 seconds of courage, and in that 10 seconds, something magical can happen.  Even if it’s something as simple as asking a girl out via facebook.  It still takes confidence.  It takes courage.  It takes chance.  Who knows what the answer would be, who knows if it’ll even ever amount to anything, but at least you’ve rebuilt yourself back up enough to know that you can do it, if you have to.  You can find problems with every decision, but you cant let that stop you.  I wasn’t going to let it.  No matter how random the event seemed to either of us.  It was a chance, and I was taking it. 

And yes, it could have been trouble.  But maybe I wanted trouble.  I haven’t wanted the trouble in a long time, but with her, it didn’t seem so…troubling.  You see, you can’t talk yourself into falling in love.  It doesn’t take days of deliberation.  When its real, its real, and you’ll know pretty quickly and with absolute certainty.  Because you see, being together can be hard.  Committing and making sacrifices can be hard.  But if it’s the right person.  Then its easy.  Looking at this girl and knowing she’s all you really want out of life, that should be the easiest thing in the world.  And if its not like that, then she’s not the one.  That’s how you know she is…

And yet, I still don’t see what she sees in me.  I’ve always wanted for someone to be constantly amazed by the things I say, and entranced by the things I do.  Tell me that Im easy on the eyes.  I hope that if she does stay around long enough, ill finally be able to see myself in the way that she does.  But for now, her seeing me that way, is enough. 

I think in the end, all of our deepest fear is that we’ll wind up alone.  It was certainly mine, and I knew that was hers, even without her ever having to say a word.  And now, If I were to let a day go by without talking to her, that day just wouldn’t be a good day.  And ive had plenty of bad days, to realize that I only want to have good days from here on out.  And, I think for the most part, if you’re really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life will give it to you.  In time, of course, but I had almost lost hope, until her.   She came along, in a sense, as broken as I was.  Mending all repercussions of the past.  And that’s when I regained hope. Regained faith in something bigger than myself.  I should have never underestimated the power of destiny.  Because when you least expect it, the littlest thing can cause a ripple effect that changes your life, for ever.  Her name was synonymous with happiness.

Destiny

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Hello Darkness

Intro:
Hello darkness, hello sunshine, hello not at all, hello all time
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye
Hello Darkness


Verse 1:
All in together, the weather is better than ever
I hope it never ends, I hope it lasts forever
But when it does, we can all pretend that it's better than it's ever been
Lie to ourselves like the sky to rebel
And its well and its fine and its fine if it fell
And you couldn't find the story line if you survive to retell
We are targets, Hello darkness


Chorus:
Hello darkness, hello sunshine, hello not at all, hello all he time
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye
Hello Darkness.


Verse 2:
Said everything is going to be fine
Said everything is gunna be ok
Said just don't breathe the air
He just sits and waits for them to kick in the door
He once was a hero they don't love him no more
There's a blast, every time a foot hits the floor
His gift for not fighting another man's war
And if they can get their hands on the mask that he wore
On his face, they can put somebody else in his place and restore
The state, the illusion that its safe
The faith, that being a slave is great
As gas fills the room and rockets destroy everything around him
He stands to find himself surround
By thousands of soldiers that his once trained to never miss their targets
Heartless, Hello Darkness


Chorus:
Hello darkness, hello sunshine, hello not at all, hello all he time
Hello no where, hello oblivion, hello goodbye
Hello Darkness


Outro:
Please to make your acquaintance
Salutations, Kanechiwa
Hello end of the world, how are you, I do fine

Intruder

She said that there was no love in her heart
Cause one day a rapist attacked her and broke
That all apart
She said there was no way to fix it
Or to cover her scars
Then one day a guy came along that
Probably could help her start
He was sincere made her believe it was safe
For her to trust again
Before long she was cool to giving hugs to him
Knew that it was right cause somethin was wrong
The alarms in her mind didn't tell her he didn't belong
There was no Intruder...

He said nobody else ever loved em
Thats why he get high enough to go touch the heavens above em
Vividly remembers every pipe
Every needle that stuck em
Every alley he ever slept in
Every purse that he snuck in
Every level of hell he's been to
And the one that he's stuck in
The one he cant escape
Even tho it's of his own construction
Maybe you can relate
Maybe you one of those that just doesn't
Maybe he doesn't care
Loves to allow these demons to come in
With no Intruder...

Famine stricken his home
Land and no social standing
In the economic pecking order
Emergency relief
Distribution systems is in disorder
He's checking water making sure
It's safe enough for his
Daughter to float across in
The boat he built
Hopefully strong enough to support
Praying border patrols
Don't catch her
And process and deport her
Before she reach the shore
Of the land of the free
Where they feed u
Treat u like equals
Deceive you
Stamp u
And call you illegal

There's someone here
And it's not me
How could this be
I locked my doors
Kept my armies on my shore
Point my rockets at my skies
I'm so fortified
I built my wall so high
So why oh why...

Friday, March 16, 2012

Bang (Rise and Shine)

Verse 1:
It's a catch 22, when you down and out
It's like doin' donuts in a never ending round about, but..
I'm gonna get it how I live it, till I even the score,
Gotta be another way instead of pushin' pedals to the floor,
Listen, who's that girl, bangin at the door?
Sounds like Kaley, who plays Penny, on Big Bangy Theory
When the smoke clears, Seein' Venus and Mars Clearly,
A Planetary alignment, I see the Milky Way Galaxy,
Not the candy bar, 'tard, Stop givin into Fallacy,
Yall's antics are after me, Yall swimmin' in the flacid sea
Never touched a joint, but high as a bag of weed,
Heart and mind run a mile a minute, to win it
If the skies the limit, Then why am I high up in it?
Hot as shit, feel like something no god invented
Hate me but you know you gots to admit it, cause of how I spit it,
On my Apollo 13 shit, surface of the moon cratered
Trapped in the dark, breathing through an a-hole like darth vader
Yeah, it's Blowin' your mind, this aint by accident, this shit by designed,
When you the leader of the pack you aint tryna look at whats behind
Makin my mother and father proud, the prodigal "sun" gonna shine, cause
When you at the top, you dont fall down, you glide, and
Ive been on a mission to duck them bitches that be slippin' and stitchin'
Tell your man that you going out with the girls, while you with him,
Steal this line from J.Cole, but you think we dont know?
This is for the bitches that played me, what up, ho?
One more BAR to turn this verse into a BOX wine,
I be the one givin out SHOTS, Cause I aint' the DRINKIN' kind


Chorus:
The boy that set fire to the booth
In a game full of liars it turns out that I'm the truth
Some say that raps alive, it turns out that I'm the proof
Cuz the ones y'all thought would save the day can't even tie my boots
The ones yall thought could hang with me can't even tie my noose
Let these words be my bullets, man, I don't rhyme I shoot
Bang! Rise and Shine


Verse 2:
As I dream about these thoughts, my minds conflicted
and my hearts convicted, I say arrest the wicked,
They say my wallets thickened
Cause my wardrobes sickened,
I choose them clothes that designer
Buy a watch with a Chronograph, and dont even use the timer,
Isn't it ironic? Isn't it iconic?
Jackets so expensive you wouldn't even try on it
But it fit me perfect, I purchase it if I want it
There is no threat to me, reflection is the opponent
But this is death before dishonor, I
Feel like Pac mixed with Kurt from Nirvana
These words are FOOD for thought,
STARVE before you disarm me,
Sound the alarm chief,
Aint a VEGETARIAN, cause I got mad BEEF
Turn your chedda into confetti, sprinkle it over your spahgetti,
with no tomatoe sauce, We get it done before it's ready
I be the one to show up at a 10 year reunion, in a Maserati
On one arm, a hotty, with a suit tailored by Georgio Armani,
Underneath see the lines of prime Tyson body,
Always in shape for a war, like the trilogy of Ward and Gatti
Multitaskin' like DEION, regardless of what the rest say,
I be playin' TWO DIFFERENT GAMES, on the same day, we call it PRIMETIME ways
HIGHSTEPPIN' as I'm rainin' on parades, I make it storm and thunder
Ridin' out those Oklahoma quakes, Cause yall so last summer

Chorus:
The boy that set fire to the booth
In a game full of liars it turns out that I'm the truth
Some say that raps alive, it turns out that I'm the proof
Cuz the ones y'all thought would save the day can't even tie my boots
The ones yall thought could hang with me can't even tie my noose
Let these words be my bullets, man, I don't rhyme I shoot
Bang! Rise and Shine


Thursday, March 15, 2012

The Return

Verse 1:
The kind of man that your fam, would love for you to have
The one that would treat you right, and always give a damn
About all your hopes and dreams, and future plans,
Cause that's the kind of man I am
Your momma and grand mother would love me
Your little sister would tease and hug me
From the advice I'd give her over broken hearts
Lettin' her know there's always time for a new starts
Turn up the radio on her favorite jam
Even though I dont care for Lady Gaga, I'd understand
Sucked up pride and drive her around in a mini van,
Cause it's return of the kind of man I am

Chorus:
Cause I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Im gonna face my demons
I'm manning up, Im gonna hold my ground
I've had enough, I'm so fed up now
Time to put my life back together right now

Verse 2:
Your daddy would respect me
He said, had he ever had a son
I'd grown up to be what he'd want his to be
And he'd like it when I called him dad,
The son he never had,
Cause that's the kind of man I am,
Your daughter would look up to me as a father
Cause I'd show her things no one would have ever taught-her
Outside washin my rides, while she play out in the water
Tell her if she ever find a man he better be ten times hotter,
Than me, cause we, have developed a strong bond as one,
Answerin' door with a shotgun,
Cause how can any man be good enough for little Ann,
It's return of the kind of man I am,

Chorus:
Cause I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Im gonna face my demons
I'm manning up, Im gonna hold my ground
I've had enough, I'm so fed up now
Time to put my life back together right now
Bridge:
I've come up to make it up to you, no more fuckin' around
I've got something to prove to all, man, I feel like I let em down
So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal
Let me formally reintroduce myself to you, and
For those of you who don't know
The new mes back to the old me, and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin up.........
Verse 3:
Tired of livin' WOW like its a SHAM
Sometimes the days are nights before they ever began
Les-be-honest, I'm stuck in my own Situation,
Stuck in a funky bunch with no sign of Good Vibrations
Life's a wastin', Fire inside's a blazin'
Colder than the hands of them Eskimo Joes,
Pychotic tendencies, some say i've grown a little skitzo
Continously writin' to this tempo
But this slump is something I gotta get out though
Cause you know, I'm always gettin mad,
And takin' out on my own hands
Takin' me back to the man I cant stand,
Damn, Gotta make a final stand,
Wanna be the kind of man that'd tear down the ku klux klan,
Kind of man that'd rebuild the great pryamid outta sand,
Kind of man that'd rewrite the Quran with a crayon,
Kind of man that'd director a movie about you at Cannes
Kind of man that would Silence all the lambs
Just to prove to you, that its...
The Return of the man I am. 




Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Girl of my Dreams

Verse 1:
Seems like I always had crushes on chicks I couldn't have
And then I end up messin it up with someone I shouldn't have
See, in my mind, it's like I'm perfect for her, I gotta show her
But sadly, in reality, man, I don't even know her
But still somehow she got my mind infatuated
Absolutely fascinated with the thoughts of what she might be like
Time after time after time I had to wait, is...
Is fate procrastinating?
I can take it 'cause I might be right, 'cause it's

This is the girl of my dreams, yeah
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?
Yeah, this is the girl of my dreams
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?

 
Verse 2:
Oh shit, she passed me on the boulevard
Hey, tell me is it stalking if I follow her
Like all the way home without her knowing
Nah, man, I'm just curious where she stay at
Besides when I'm with her, this gonna be the spot we lay at
And maybe I'll just drive by occassionally
And if one day I happen to see her outside, she wave to me,
Imagine what she'll say to me
This ain't no time to be afraid no more
It's time for bravery
No matter if my homies think I'm crazy
Im crazy, see

This is the girl of my dreams, yeah
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?
Yeah, this is the girl of my dreams
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?

Verse 3:
I spot her walking in the mall, okay, it's time to grow some balls
If she really gonna be yours, oh my god, I'm walking towards her
My mind screaming stop, but my legs keep walking forward
Straighten up your face, man, she see you coming for her
My heartbeat racing, and my hands keep shaking
Say something, you shy motherfucker, she's waiting,
"Whats up girl, don't mean to interrupt
But in the city I done met a lot of women
But you from my dreams, hey will you come true?
I know about a show that we can catch,
Some R&B and rap, hey you should come through
She said, "uh, I love too, except I don't like rap
Besides, if I went with you,
then I don't really think my man would like that"
Damn! Man,
Okay, you say you got a man,
I mean, I definitely understand, I'm happy for you, really I am,
I couldn't have been the only fan in the world of a girl like you
I mean, you're beautiful, and I'm sure he's a very nice dude
It ain't no biggie, well I'm sure that I'm gonna see you around the city
Only thing I ask if shit don't work out for y'all, don't forget me
And don't act like a stranger when you see me on the scene
I came up with a world class scheme to get...

This is the girl of my dreams, yeah
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?
Yeah, this is the girl of my dreams
Is she good as what she seems?
Or am I lying to myself?
Hey, should I try and get some help?
 
Verse 4:
So I find out her mans name, know exactly where he stayin'
Find out when he leave for work, hold up man, is you sane?
I'm a follow in my car; I'm a cut in front of his
Run him right into the wall, maybe even off the bridge
I give her a little time, then console her while she crying
She gonna take that as a sign; finally she will be mine
I'll be king, and she'll be queen when I hit her with a ring
At the wedding, when I wake up from these dreams


 

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Champ of the World

Verse 1:
Lets go, I'm about to make it
Gotta work a little harder
Cause we just can't fake it
Trainin' day in and night
Come rain or come shine
Preparin' for the fight of my life
One day at a time, stayin on my grind
One seventy four of cold fused muscle
Solid ripped shreds, ready to tussle any hustle
You bet a million on the opponent, send ya home broken,
Have me laughin' to the bank, cashin' on myself in the moment
You see, I'm gonna make this a wrap in history,
Cause mystery leave us nothing but misery,
Box the I in team so yall can only see me,
Wanna go down as the king of controversy
Fightin' demons as that ruthless aberitions lingers
Slowly feel the rush of blood targetting my fingers
Clinched fist bangin' as my wrist pinch,
Twist it off with no flinch, insist we keep movin on, inch by inch,
Hang up the gloves from the top of mantle, settin' examples,
As I sever every nerve ending as I dismantle
You feel the light shining from this unlit candle,
Inhail enough ample fortitude to continue and sample on,
If them doors wont open just grab it by the handle,
And pull it like a vandal with a cops permissission scandal
Cause theres nothing that we can't endure
Nothin that we can't handle...

Chorus:
'Cause today is the day,
That I have always dreamed of, forever
When you call me, you call me the champ of the world
I can raise my hands, I can scream I'm the best in the world, whole world
All my blood, sweat and grime
Was all for this time
Verse 2:
Now everybody puts ya hands up and clap
While all yall call me champ, man
Cause I dont give a god damn
This will not end before it ever began,
And the evitable is that they will always try and bring us back down,
And while everybodies up, I fell right back to the ground
But all the pain and sufferin' was for this moment right now,
I'm lacin' up the boots, to turn their smiles to frowns,
And all that shit you put me through,
I'll just flush that toilet, cause its goin back down
Even if...
Old injuries, deminish our artillery
Holdin' back potential, causin' cowardly energy
So now you say you have enemies,
Only meant you stood up for what you really believe in,
Changin' up that case desk to auxiillery
Focused on them space jam special deliveries
Swallowin' protein from the discipline of rotisserie
On our way to a moral victory, I
Told ya we goin down in history, as we
Stay away from the contradictory
Though we can see them in our periphery, but
Im gonna look into their hearts and see whats under the covers,
Cause we all know you gotta be a Fighter, before you can ever be lover

Chorus:
'Cause today is the day,
That I have always dreamed of, forever
When you call me, you call me the champ of the world
I can raise my hands, I can scream I'm the best in the world, whole world
All my blood, sweat and grime
Was all for this time





Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Em.Cee

Intro:
They say when you find true love,
You finally enjoy real life,
Because your reality is finally better...
Than your dreams
But for many of us, we are still trapped
Finding our happiness as we lay

Verse 1:
Slowly unspoken words
See emotions turn, as affections worn
On the sleeve of our faded shirts
With emasculateing pride comes a steeper climb
Seen the future in your eyes
To early to speak of you as mine
But the answers I seek to find

Chorus:
Then Suddenly,
A deeper mean of uncertainty
Sails across the seven seas
As I wish what it could really be
Now only as I stargaze, with
Em.Cee

Verse 2
Ever-essence in an instance
Dreams dazzle in your presence
Stars constellate cursive writing in the sky
Taken me on Jasmine's magic carpet ride
Showing you the finer details in life, cause
The road is not yet paved, without
A second chance for one last time

Chorus:
Then Suddenly,
A deeper mean of uncertainty
Sails across the seven seas
As I wish what it could really be
Now only as I stargaze, with
Em.Cee

Verse 3:
Laid my armor down
Upon your sensual skin
Shields beneath my wings
Feathers pinned against the wind
Arms open wide, for one and only love
Based on aberations, subtle but don't run
If I say you were, the one
That got away before it ever begun

Outro:
Some say that when you dream about someone,
It's because they miss you
Lately, I've been dreaming about the same girl
So I have hope, that someday, somehow
She will act upon her missings...

Monday, March 5, 2012

Sit Alone and Wonder

Insecurities, are hanging by a thread
While Impurities bang, imperfections that I dread
Maturities, clanging sounds of metallic waves, the
Obscurities impair vision of our own familiar ways, so I
Sit alone and wonder
Are you breaking out?

Know abrutly, that I am wrong
Though I swore I knew all along
Just don't, don't hold it against me,
I can't see me, like you see me, so I
Sit alone and wonder
Are you mistaken now?

Redemptions mesmerize by what is dead
Reading your notes, over again, and
There’s not a word that I even start to comprehend
Screaming infidelities, pain killers n' crystal lead, so I
Sit alone and wonder
Are you waking up?

Reminiscing, on memories meant to go
Emotions overflowing the rivers below
While the world only mistakes my pouts,
You bare through all the screams and shouts, So I
Sit alone and wondering,
Are you faking now?

Over-analyzations ‘cause the saddest songs
Vindicating what is restless, what is gone?
Interrogating the righteous wrongs
Isolating my selfish pawns, while I
Captivate the strongest bonds, So I
Sit alone and wonder
Are you escaping now?

 
Know I am flawed,
Matchbox 20 oh, so un-well
Wish I could see what you saw in me, now,
The things you said you saw yourself, so I
Sit alone and wonder
Are you aching now?

Looking for you

I am the tides that wash on by
Endless dreams and sleepless nights
Restless days and sunny storms
Surf through the oceans
Searching for your shore

I am the broken, breaking seas
Even my scars find ways to bleed
All cause I can't find you...
I cant see what you want from me
All I'm doing is....
Looking for you...

I am the dark horse trotting by
Everytime I get an answer,
I get another question, why?
Wishing on a well
That won't ever run dry
Even while thirsty,
Can't be lead to cry...
It's more than just a feeling
I'm tired of reaching
Never seen you befo'
But I miss you so
Until the day we meet
I will not be complete

Im looking for you

Learning...

Hey you, how are you?
All of my regrets are nothing knew, but
What makes your eyes glitter blue?
Coughed up in everything with flu
Questionin why I ever chose you...

I'm learning to crawl
I'm learning that...
Even if you do me wrong,
Its all my fault

Hey you, how are you?
How you been?
Oh..well I'd rather be your enemy
Than ever call you friend

Learning to not fall so hard
Learning to wish successfully upon stars
Learning to sleep along night fall
Learning to not wait up for your call

Hey you, how you doing?
Just letting you know
Im learning to let go
Learning to play by ear
Listening to the sounds around
You're all I hear
But the voices deminish a little,
With each passing year


Searching For You

Ten Thousand leagues beneath the sea
Smothered leaves ceast underneith the trees
Broken Twigs and Chirping sings
Days go by in history, while
Surronding me in mystery

I am ready
To push through this feeling
Standing, unsteady
Backs getting heavy
Searchin for you

Getting closer to the leavy
Creepin closer, gettin' edgy
Witness Niagra with the thirsty streams
No ones left to bother me
One by One, they call
Every voice I hear is wrong

Blinded by Hindsight
Lost in the night life
No pain as I cringe right
Searchin for you
Runnin' on gas fumes
Sucks like a vacuum
Rebuild the Egyptian sand dooms
Searchin for you

I am ready
To push through this feeling
Standing, unsteady
Backs getting heavy
Searchin for you

All thats left in this world
Soaked up sun while I endure
Searching for you
Searching for a cure