Her Happiness

...I'm not really sure what she wants anymore.  I don't think she knows either, but I'm ok with that, for the moment.  We shared an amazing few days together, ones i'll always treasure.  Even if things dont work out, and she end's up not feeling the same way, I will have nothing bad about her to say.  She's amazing.  A gift from god.  She has the twinkle in her eyes of a thousand constellations combined.  It's heavenly.  And if there is such a place up there, she was sent from it.  She was sent to me, I truly want to believe that.  Because I was at a breaking point in my life, and I need my spirits to be lifted indefinitly.  I prayed and prayed and prayed, to a man I didnt know was there or listening.  Maybe he was......In the end, its all about making her happy.  Whether its me that does it or not, at this point, nothing else matters to me.  Because i know whats its like to search for happiness and never been able to find it, so if I can help her, whether it be with me or not, ill have done my good deed in this life.

Like you used to do

I know its hard to see the leaves
between the forrest and the trees

Just give me a hard time
like you used to
Just tease me kindly
like you used to

I want back the days
when you were my anti depressant
instead of the pills I had to take, everyday

I miss the days, when we were...

Having heavy conversations
About the furthest constellations of our souls, ooohh
We're just trying to find some meaning
In the things that we believe in
But we got some ways to go
Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead

Your silence is defeaning
I cant hear the words you wanna say,
but I can hear what you mean

 

Intuition

Empy boxes in the window glare
reminds us that theres no one there

This Ain't Goodbye

You and I were friends from outer space
Afraid to let go
The only two who understood this place
And as far as we know
We were way before our time
As bold as we were blind
Just another perfect mistake
Another bridge to take
On the way to letting go

This ain't goodbye
This is just where love goes
When words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold, oh no
This ain't goodbye
It's not where our story ends
But I know you can't be mine, not the way you've always been
As long as we've got time
Then this ain't goodbye
Oh no, this ain't goodbye

We were stars up in the sunlit'sky
No one else could see
Neither of us thought to ever ask why
It wasn't meant to be
Maybe we were way too high
To ever understand
Baby we were victims of all, all the foolish plans
We began to divide

But this ain't goodbye
This is just where love goes
When words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold, oh no
This ain't goodbye
It's not where our story ends
But I know you can't be mine, not the way you've always been
As long as we've got time
This ain't goodbye,

If it's broken...

It'll be good morning beautiful,
Every morning
Never wake you,
Even if you're snoring

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
Just take this life, and embrace it

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
Just take this life, and embrace it

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
Just take this life, and embrace it

Just Write

There's a fire in these eyes,
That'll never die,
So I'll always have one last time,
To find, you.

I'd give anything,
Just to watch the sunrise,
Through you're eyes,
As you awake from your night life,
Do you feel it, too?
Somethings in the air tonight...

Magnifying glass,
Zoom effect
Miles and miles into the distance,
While star lights twinkle in existence,
As my eyes speak, my mouth shuts and just listens...

I never thought all the little things,
Would mean everything,
As Im tangled up in you,
Lost in your familiar maze,
So many years were lost just wondering,
Dazed in a refusing to shine state,

Just write,
to the star light,
Dont stop here,
Even if you've lost your way,
Speak whats on your mind,
And you'll find a resolution in the wake,
Even buried under the sand,
Of all your helpless mistakes...

I Love You

Yesterday, I sat on the porch,
And watched the flowers blossom,
I thought, and hated for you to believe the gossip
When the truth, will always remain the same,
And that's Im forever yours, crazily insane,
In love with you, and all your ways,
Ive never changed for anyone, and dont plan today,
Just like I dont want to change who you are,
Cause im gonna love you each and every day.

I love you...

So, In the words of Jay-Z, who said "if you love me, never leave"
As the leaves, on the trees, turn red as my heart,
I see your true colors, as I sit with memories in the dark
Cause I dont need anything bright cause you light up my nights
It's that way still, now, always have, always will, even from the start.
And I keep those images trapped in my hindsight.

I love you...

And sometimes I look deep into the windows of your soul,
I see the world has felt you up with optic holes, yeah I know it takes its toll
And sometimes I may have made you feel not welcome anymore
But im here to tell you now, Relax, cause your the only one I adore
Even when your mad, even when your sad, go ahead and cry your eyes out,
Cause my shoulders and ears, are always here, beyond more than a reasonable doubt.

I love you...

Sp, as seasons come and go and snow comes our way
I just want you to know Id never place you under any blame,
For all that we've been through, truth is, you
Helped guide me out of the land of empty-ness, confiding in you
Even when you were gone, You were all I truly knew.
So let me love you, like I want to
I'll shower you with peddles from those rose blossoms that just bloomed,
And even eventually dress up in a suit to be your one and only groom,
And as your husband to be, my soul rest within you...
As these words come from a place within my heart called Truth.

Cause Im madly in love with you...

Ships in the Night

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light

Like ships in the night letting cannon balls fly
Say what you mean and it turns to a fight
Fist fly from my mouth as it turns south
You're down the driveway... I'm on the couch

Chasing your dreams since the violent 5th grade
Trying to believe in your silent own way
Cause we'll be ok... I'm not going away
Like you watched at fourteen as it went down the drain

And pops stayed the same and moms moved away
How many of our parents seem to make it anyway
We're just fumbling through the grey
Trying find a heart that's not walking away

Turn the lights down low
Walk these halls alone
We can feel so far from so close

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me trying to find the light
Like ships in the night
You're passing me by
You're passing me by
Like ships in the night

And I'm at the airport waiting on a second plane
Had to pack and you had cramps and I was late
Headed to a red carpet they won't know my name
Riding in silence all that we wanna say

About to board when you call on the phone
You say "I'm sorry. I'll be waiting at home"
Feels like we're learning this out on our own
Trying to find a way down the road we don't know

Turn the lights down low
Walk these halls alone
We can feel so far from so close

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light
Like ships in the night
You're passing me by
You're passing me by
Like ships in the night