Intro:
It's been to long, I can not wait
Can't hold me back, gonna make it on my own, someday
I will go into my dreams and fly away
I will go into my dreams and fly away, away
Verse 1:
They say time flies,
So I threw my Rolex out
On my way up to the roof,
Where I look out, what a beautiful scenery I see
It's so mystical to me, as human beings,
We tend to lay down, instead of swimmin in the streams
We give up, to let down, and get up, to fall down
But even when we fall, no one ever hears a sound
We are to busy gettin' lost, in the darkness that surrounds
Escape the insides of our souls, something must be found
Get a glimpse of the vision, and just twist them intentions
And lay the smack down, rock bottom those thoughts into submissions
This is what I envisioned, when...
Chorus:
I shot for the sky
but im stuck on the ground
So why do I try
I know im gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I jump
Never know why, but
It's coming down tonight
Verse 2:
As I dream for better days,
I lay awake prayin' for all the demons to weigh,
A little lighter on my shoulders
But foldin' over will never be an option
You can crash and burn, and see your life go up in flames
And maybe things will never be the same
But who are you to blame,
Maybe the weather has simply changed,
And maybe it'll bring down the fire with the rain,
While....
Chorus:
I shot for the sky
But im stuck on the ground
So why do I try
I know im gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I jump
Never know why, but
It's coming down tonight
Verse 3:
You're almost there,
Dont be afraid to be scared
Fear is what keeps us alive
Tears are what help us realize,
We aren't emotionless, specially when those lies
Come back to haunt us, and karma tends to taunt us,
I can relate, we all make mistakes,
Take the place of another persons space,
See if you can take a step in their shoes,
Learn how to win,
Even when you feel you couldnt have more to lose
A different path you'll have to choose.
Outro:
It's been to long, I can not wait
Can't hold me back, gonna make it on my own, someday
I will go into my dreams and fly away
I will go into my dreams and fly away, away
Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
6 Months
I woke up from a dream last night
A nightmare that thunder and light-ning
Seemed to soothe me in the light
As the sky beamed heavily upon the rain
I realized life would never be the same
So yeah,
I know you're truly gone, and
I know I was probabley wrong,
So please listen to these words,
Instead of just reading this song
And yes, yall can sing along...
Yes, I was foolish
I'm not afraid to admit it
And said some things,
But know I didnt mean it
But so did you,
Although I should never have disrespected you
Cause of everything you had been through
With that said,
I shouldnt have stooped to your height,
Because you took me to another low,
Said some things that were just pure spite,
You weren't the person I used to know,
You said you wish I would die,
And then you laughed in my face,
When those words made me cry
Even though you said you'd never hurt me
At least a thousand times.
But it's funny,
I see your true colors,
And what you did for me,
Was nothing but untrue wonders of a life down under,
I suffered for months of your lack of comfort
And thats just how it was, but this is how it is
You will never have a chance to ever be with me again
That's a promise, an unbroken sin
This wasn't ever a game, and no I didnt win.
Why can't you comprehend?
The visions that I put inside my head were always paper thin
Screws loose with no pins,
Only pens to write rhymes of verses straight from my imagination
Now i'll always wonder what it coulda been,
If you had just had a heart inside your might fine Tin.
A nightmare that thunder and light-ning
Seemed to soothe me in the light
As the sky beamed heavily upon the rain
I realized life would never be the same
So yeah,
I know you're truly gone, and
I know I was probabley wrong,
So please listen to these words,
Instead of just reading this song
And yes, yall can sing along...
Yes, I was foolish
I'm not afraid to admit it
And said some things,
But know I didnt mean it
But so did you,
Although I should never have disrespected you
Cause of everything you had been through
With that said,
I shouldnt have stooped to your height,
Because you took me to another low,
Said some things that were just pure spite,
You weren't the person I used to know,
You said you wish I would die,
And then you laughed in my face,
When those words made me cry
Even though you said you'd never hurt me
At least a thousand times.
But it's funny,
I see your true colors,
And what you did for me,
Was nothing but untrue wonders of a life down under,
I suffered for months of your lack of comfort
And thats just how it was, but this is how it is
You will never have a chance to ever be with me again
That's a promise, an unbroken sin
This wasn't ever a game, and no I didnt win.
Why can't you comprehend?
The visions that I put inside my head were always paper thin
Screws loose with no pins,
Only pens to write rhymes of verses straight from my imagination
Now i'll always wonder what it coulda been,
If you had just had a heart inside your might fine Tin.
Came To Far
Verse 1:
I shed blood sweat and tears, through countless years
Over obstacles, doubts and fears
Moved to higher altitudes like mountaneers
Advanced to surpass my peers
In the school hard knocks, I became street smart
I never drop a dime, this aint no cheap talk
A veteran even though im young, my tongue sacrets venom
Leaves and seeds in 'em, like melotonin in the sun
Ive seen friends come, Ive seen friends go
Its confusing to a youngin, but real men know
How precious time is, wish we could stay young
Shout out to all the ones that stayed with me since day one
We've been through to much to describe in one sentence
Thats why my will to blow is fueled with strong vengeance
Chorus:
We came to far beyond, I can't fall
There ain't no start for us, not at all
We came to far beyond what I forsaw
Theres no starving us at all
Verse 2:
I learned the hard way
Rule one, dont trust a hoe, when things get rough
She'll be the first one to pick up and go
Leave you, drive a train of deceitful lies
I tool blinded before she can even realize
You lost something great, that cant be replaced
Not now, not later
And when I make it, Im driving by your house
Screamin hi hater
Cianara , I dont wanna cheap fly ya
Seize the opportunity, dont let it speed by ya
When all hope is lost, situations seems Dyer
Thats the moment I get inspired to reach higher
So go ahead and pray for my downfall
Dont worry, ill be alright without yall
We came to far, and I love it with they doubt me
When yall dont really know a single fuckin' thing about me.
Chorus:
We came to far beyond, I can't fall
There ain't no start for us, not at all
We came to far beyond what I forsaw
Theres no starving us at all
Verse 3:
We came to far for yall to knock us off
Now im wearing these Dali socks
While yall small and weak,
Apple compared to microsoft
Spittin venom, hot, like taco sauce
As kids we were young,
We were mad, we were reckless
Things ive accomplished I subtract from my checklist
Even in the past and the drama with my exes
Im startin' off fresh like a salad for breakfast
This is grown up business,
I wont let something I've spent years to build
Be destroyed in minutes
At the point of no return, with no concern
I maximize the amount of net gross ive earned
The weak sucumb while the strong withhold
Got alot on my shoulders, I haul this load my own
Sometimes its gets a little dark and cold
But I've came to far, and yes,
I've invested my heart and soul.
Chorus:
We came to far beyond, I can't fall
There ain't no start for us, not at all
We came to far beyond what I forsaw
Theres no starving us at all
Days Go By
I Lie,
Awake in my empty bed
With all of the things you said
Countlessly runnin' through my head
And I fall,
Asleep out of irony,
Cause it was supposed to be,
Just you and me
But days go by, and
I think about you a little less, each day
And days go by, and
The memories seem to fade a little more each day
As I remember your ungrateful ways.
Now I try,
To hide my true innocence
As a testiment of my blissfullness,
Cause you I will always miss, in someway
But I,
I'll walk through the fire
As I talk through the wire,
Of endless desires, from the sounds of the choir
But days go by, and
I think about you a little less each day,
And days go by, and
The memories seem to fade a little more each day
As I remember your ungrateful ways.
And now I try,
Not speak in a broken tone
To keep me from the unknown alone
Without a miss call on the telephone...
Awake in my empty bed
With all of the things you said
Countlessly runnin' through my head
And I fall,
Asleep out of irony,
Cause it was supposed to be,
Just you and me
But days go by, and
I think about you a little less, each day
And days go by, and
The memories seem to fade a little more each day
As I remember your ungrateful ways.
Now I try,
To hide my true innocence
As a testiment of my blissfullness,
Cause you I will always miss, in someway
But I,
I'll walk through the fire
As I talk through the wire,
Of endless desires, from the sounds of the choir
But days go by, and
I think about you a little less each day,
And days go by, and
The memories seem to fade a little more each day
As I remember your ungrateful ways.
And now I try,
Not speak in a broken tone
To keep me from the unknown alone
Without a miss call on the telephone...
Somedays
Somedays,
I can't figure out what is wrong
So I write you a lonely song
To drown all my sorrows
Somedays,
I write you a letter,
To make me feel better,
About tomorrow
Somedays,
I cry my eyes out
Cause my minds filled with doubt
While my soul feels so hollow
Somedays,
I can't even think straight
While my heads in a strange place
I reach out to borrow, in my self wallow
And Somedays,
I find an inner peace
To release my inner beast
And I'll lead if you follow...
I can't figure out what is wrong
So I write you a lonely song
To drown all my sorrows
Somedays,
I write you a letter,
To make me feel better,
About tomorrow
Somedays,
I cry my eyes out
Cause my minds filled with doubt
While my soul feels so hollow
Somedays,
I can't even think straight
While my heads in a strange place
I reach out to borrow, in my self wallow
And Somedays,
I find an inner peace
To release my inner beast
And I'll lead if you follow...
Friday, September 21, 2012
And I Realize
In a while now I will feel better
I'll face the weather before me
In a while now I'll race the irony
And buy back each word of my eulogy
All the uninvited tragedies, step outside
Ask yourself now, where would you be without
Days like this, when you finally collide,
With the moment you can't forget
So do I remind you of someone you never met,
A lonely cigarette,
And do I remind you of somewhere you wanna be,
So far out of reach,
Oh I wish you'd open up to me,
Cause I wanna know you
And I realize...
Stay awhile now
Undress your colors
Cause they're like no others
I've ever seen
I could get used to your company
Step inside
Ask yourself now, where would you wanan be,
Days like this, when you finally collide
With the emotions you can't resist
So Do I remind you of someone you never met
A lonely cigarette
And do I remind you of somewhere you wanna be
So far out of reach,
Oh I wish you'd open up to me
Cause I wanan know you
And I realize...
In awhile now,
I will feel better
I will be better....
I'll face the weather before me
In a while now I'll race the irony
And buy back each word of my eulogy
All the uninvited tragedies, step outside
Ask yourself now, where would you be without
Days like this, when you finally collide,
With the moment you can't forget
So do I remind you of someone you never met,
A lonely cigarette,
And do I remind you of somewhere you wanna be,
So far out of reach,
Oh I wish you'd open up to me,
Cause I wanna know you
And I realize...
Stay awhile now
Undress your colors
Cause they're like no others
I've ever seen
I could get used to your company
Step inside
Ask yourself now, where would you wanan be,
Days like this, when you finally collide
With the emotions you can't resist
So Do I remind you of someone you never met
A lonely cigarette
And do I remind you of somewhere you wanna be
So far out of reach,
Oh I wish you'd open up to me
Cause I wanan know you
And I realize...
In awhile now,
I will feel better
I will be better....
Thursday, September 20, 2012
The Silver Line
Intro:
"You're not just anyone,
One day you're gonna have to make a choice,
You have to decide what kinda man you wanna grow up to be,
Whoever that man is, good character or bad,
He's gonna change the world..."
Verse 1:
These drugs got me feeling numb to the pain,
Physically, emotionally, done with the game,
Im in my own silver living playbook,
Searching for a light in a pit of darkness,
Tryna find a cure when it doesn't exist,
All we need is healing,
But it seems its trapped in abominal abyss
Love and affection, with emotional connections,
We dont change pace, we change our coping mechanism
We dont change who we are, we learn to go so far
With the sky as the limit, dont limit yourself
Be the rock around everything, disguise your true self
Mascarade around town, behind mascara tears
Watch those black lines run, passing by are the years
The origins of our existence has persisted
Until the lack of troubles caused form to follow functionm, witness
A man goin' thru hell and back just to write this,
It's the normal people that appear dysfunctional,
We all try to be average, which makes us even more dysfunctional
We buy into all the gimics, the predgadism, and the critics
The racism, and the rage, the figments, and the cinics
Its' not about the illness,
What kinda hunger and fighter do you hold inside,
Where do you keep that shit burried?
How far gone is the truth that tends to vary,
That lies and contradictions that hypo-critisize the merry,
What happened to all the caring?
The lifelong marriages, not partners into sharing
I dont get it, whats wrong with you people
I thought I was fucked up, I curse a god in a steeple
But at least my morals are in tact, even though I attack,
Those bad attitudes with a bat made outta seran wrap,
It makes me sick,
When you have a loved one in anguish,
You'd go as far as you can to make their fears vanquish,
To make 'em see a new perspective in a different language,
From the eyes of something that isn't so dangerous,
Falling r down the well of anxiety
Dymorphic tendancies got others tryna teach lessons,
Well I aint got patience in listening to yall who dont understand the message,
This aint about you, yall just narcissistic reflections...
.
Outro:
"You will give the people an ideal to strive for
They'll race behind you, they will stumble, they will fall,
But in time, they will join you in the sun,
In time, you will help them accomplish wonders"
"You're not just anyone,
One day you're gonna have to make a choice,
You have to decide what kinda man you wanna grow up to be,
Whoever that man is, good character or bad,
He's gonna change the world..."
Verse 1:
These drugs got me feeling numb to the pain,
Physically, emotionally, done with the game,
Im in my own silver living playbook,
Searching for a light in a pit of darkness,
Tryna find a cure when it doesn't exist,
All we need is healing,
But it seems its trapped in abominal abyss
Love and affection, with emotional connections,
We dont change pace, we change our coping mechanism
We dont change who we are, we learn to go so far
With the sky as the limit, dont limit yourself
Be the rock around everything, disguise your true self
Mascarade around town, behind mascara tears
Watch those black lines run, passing by are the years
The origins of our existence has persisted
Until the lack of troubles caused form to follow functionm, witness
A man goin' thru hell and back just to write this,
It's the normal people that appear dysfunctional,
We all try to be average, which makes us even more dysfunctional
We buy into all the gimics, the predgadism, and the critics
The racism, and the rage, the figments, and the cinics
Its' not about the illness,
What kinda hunger and fighter do you hold inside,
Where do you keep that shit burried?
How far gone is the truth that tends to vary,
That lies and contradictions that hypo-critisize the merry,
What happened to all the caring?
The lifelong marriages, not partners into sharing
I dont get it, whats wrong with you people
I thought I was fucked up, I curse a god in a steeple
But at least my morals are in tact, even though I attack,
Those bad attitudes with a bat made outta seran wrap,
It makes me sick,
When you have a loved one in anguish,
You'd go as far as you can to make their fears vanquish,
To make 'em see a new perspective in a different language,
From the eyes of something that isn't so dangerous,
Falling r down the well of anxiety
Dymorphic tendancies got others tryna teach lessons,
Well I aint got patience in listening to yall who dont understand the message,
This aint about you, yall just narcissistic reflections...
.
Outro:
"You will give the people an ideal to strive for
They'll race behind you, they will stumble, they will fall,
But in time, they will join you in the sun,
In time, you will help them accomplish wonders"
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Better Off Alone
Theres nothing left for you to say,
It's the same fight every single day,
Is this the consequence for never wanting change,
You'd think after awhile you'd realize it was you,
That's the price you pay for making me take all the blame,
I will make it here on my own,
My patience is getting thin in you,
Starting to feel I'm better off alone,
Just so you know, it's you I see through
Ignorance isn't bliss when followed with ignoring,
With you, everyday is the same old story,
Emotion and affection dont exist, no rhyme or reason why,
Which is why I wake up alone every morning, a single guy.
I will make it here on my own,
My patience is getting thin in you,
Starting to feel I'm better off alone,
Just so you know, it's you I see through
It's been, a personal journey down hard ships,
Hands down by my side, clinched in rawk-fist
My thousand foot krutch, keeps me walking down a thin red line,
Time after time, a green day is awakened through the grapevine.
It's the same fight every single day,
Is this the consequence for never wanting change,
You'd think after awhile you'd realize it was you,
That's the price you pay for making me take all the blame,
I will make it here on my own,
My patience is getting thin in you,
Starting to feel I'm better off alone,
Just so you know, it's you I see through
Ignorance isn't bliss when followed with ignoring,
With you, everyday is the same old story,
Emotion and affection dont exist, no rhyme or reason why,
Which is why I wake up alone every morning, a single guy.
I will make it here on my own,
My patience is getting thin in you,
Starting to feel I'm better off alone,
Just so you know, it's you I see through
It's been, a personal journey down hard ships,
Hands down by my side, clinched in rawk-fist
My thousand foot krutch, keeps me walking down a thin red line,
Time after time, a green day is awakened through the grapevine.
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Lighthouse
Ive given you space,
To be sweet on your own
But you just can't do it, can you?
You dont acknowledge my strenghts,
So my weakness prevails,
You say you love me, but it doesnt show through,
.
So I,
Dream for shore in the sea of dispare,
Stuck in a body of water, as the sun really glares down,
Reaching a temperature to much to bare
Wondering if anyone cared as no one was there
The space between the middle of no where
Here comes the night,
Without a somebody by my side
Turn off the lights, light
The match and touch the candle
Watch it burn like gasoline,
See the fire burn bright, tonight...
Hoping it'll bring her closer to your sight...
Up in the lighthouse
You fall asleep to the sound of a thousand mermaids,
As boat bells and horns whistle at sea,
You curl up into a ball around the fire you've lit,
Alone in this cubby hole, where no can hear me...
To be sweet on your own
But you just can't do it, can you?
You dont acknowledge my strenghts,
So my weakness prevails,
You say you love me, but it doesnt show through,
.
So I,
Dream for shore in the sea of dispare,
Stuck in a body of water, as the sun really glares down,
Reaching a temperature to much to bare
Wondering if anyone cared as no one was there
The space between the middle of no where
Here comes the night,
Without a somebody by my side
Turn off the lights, light
The match and touch the candle
Watch it burn like gasoline,
See the fire burn bright, tonight...
Hoping it'll bring her closer to your sight...
Up in the lighthouse
You fall asleep to the sound of a thousand mermaids,
As boat bells and horns whistle at sea,
You curl up into a ball around the fire you've lit,
Alone in this cubby hole, where no can hear me...
Monday, September 17, 2012
Talk To Me
Verse 1:
I can hear you,
Making fun of me
I can see you,
Acting out in front of me,
But I can't feel you,
I can't grasp your mis-conceptions
I cant hold onto all my marbles
You're impossible to critisize cause you're without a recollection.
Chorus:
You're the other side,
The far from better part of me,
Your the risk I can not take,
As you begin to, Talk to me.
Verse 2:
I can pretend to stare, as
The pain you cause others is always there,
And I can see the good side, subsiding to you
As all is fair in love and war, you're without a care
And I can't slow down time,
I can't hardly breath your air,
I can't hold a candle to the light,
You're voice is just to much for me to bare
Chorus:
You're the other side,
The far from better part of me,
Your the risk I can not take,
As you begin to, Talk to me.
I can hear you,
Making fun of me
I can see you,
Acting out in front of me,
But I can't feel you,
I can't grasp your mis-conceptions
I cant hold onto all my marbles
You're impossible to critisize cause you're without a recollection.
Chorus:
You're the other side,
The far from better part of me,
Your the risk I can not take,
As you begin to, Talk to me.
Verse 2:
I can pretend to stare, as
The pain you cause others is always there,
And I can see the good side, subsiding to you
As all is fair in love and war, you're without a care
And I can't slow down time,
I can't hardly breath your air,
I can't hold a candle to the light,
You're voice is just to much for me to bare
Chorus:
You're the other side,
The far from better part of me,
Your the risk I can not take,
As you begin to, Talk to me.
Somewhere Out There
Verse 1:
Travelin' down those endless backroads today,
Those small towns, These lost city highways,
Connecting all these fly over states,
With no end in sight, just a smile on your face
Because you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Verse 2:
While you're standin' in a pasturized field,
With a broken barrel, hands off the wheel,
You're blue eyes bleed of a teal, hue
That paint the empty canvas skies a-blue,
And you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Bridge:
You can feel the warm breeze blowin in your hair,
You can just feel the air, better out there
Your not in Kansas anymore, You're
No longer flirtin with disaster, no more...
Verse 3:
Cause your shoulders start to relax
You pass along those old rail road tracks
Your minds no longer racin', racin' oh so fast,
As you've reached the brink of something that will never last,
Hold on to the moments as the clouds form an overcast...
And as the rain begins to fall, you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Travelin' down those endless backroads today,
Those small towns, These lost city highways,
Connecting all these fly over states,
With no end in sight, just a smile on your face
Because you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Verse 2:
While you're standin' in a pasturized field,
With a broken barrel, hands off the wheel,
You're blue eyes bleed of a teal, hue
That paint the empty canvas skies a-blue,
And you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Bridge:
You can feel the warm breeze blowin in your hair,
You can just feel the air, better out there
Your not in Kansas anymore, You're
No longer flirtin with disaster, no more...
Verse 3:
Cause your shoulders start to relax
You pass along those old rail road tracks
Your minds no longer racin', racin' oh so fast,
As you've reached the brink of something that will never last,
Hold on to the moments as the clouds form an overcast...
And as the rain begins to fall, you're...
Chorus:
To busy gettin lost somewhere out there
Lookin' up at unknown constellations
Somewhere up in the atmosphere
You dont know where the road will take you
But you dont care, Cause you're to busy gettin' lost somewhere out there
Sleeping at the Wheel
I could be anything
But for the faults I've acquired on my way
We were the end of it
But now we see the sun shining on our face
So come on, we can be saved
The lives we live, the wars we wage
When everyone just tells us how to feel
We're sleeping at the wheel
And I would give anything
For the grace of God
But Im here and still aware
We know the end is overrated
We've become the walls we raised
We dont believe enough that we still care
Standing on the edge without a prayer
So come on, it's all we got
Our hands are full, our lives are not
A loose affiliation with the real
We're sleeping at the wheel
All of the time we've lost
All of the love we gave
And now these hands tied
I cant help thinking that I was in daze
I was losing my place
I was screaming out at everything
Waiting for the walls to come down
Before my moments start to fade
But everything thats perfect falls away
So come on, we can be saved
The lives we live, the wars we wage
When everyone just tells us how to feel
We're sleeping at the wheel
But for the faults I've acquired on my way
We were the end of it
But now we see the sun shining on our face
So come on, we can be saved
The lives we live, the wars we wage
When everyone just tells us how to feel
We're sleeping at the wheel
And I would give anything
For the grace of God
But Im here and still aware
We know the end is overrated
We've become the walls we raised
We dont believe enough that we still care
Standing on the edge without a prayer
So come on, it's all we got
Our hands are full, our lives are not
A loose affiliation with the real
We're sleeping at the wheel
All of the time we've lost
All of the love we gave
And now these hands tied
I cant help thinking that I was in daze
I was losing my place
I was screaming out at everything
Waiting for the walls to come down
Before my moments start to fade
But everything thats perfect falls away
So come on, we can be saved
The lives we live, the wars we wage
When everyone just tells us how to feel
We're sleeping at the wheel
Monday, September 10, 2012
Tunnel Vision
Now, I'm a bad man, with a sad heart
Tryna pick up, where the ends starts
But this maze is getting lost seems
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Tunnel vision's knocking at the door
In a thousand crowded rooms
Fall face down on the floor
At the shadows begin to loom
High wired on the phone
Damn, I've flooded home
Cause I'm a bad man, with a sad heart
Tryna pick up, where the ends start
But this maze is getting lost in means
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Instead of looking for the light,
At the end of the tunnel,
Im searching for where it begins,
One eye blind through the telescope of wonders...
Congestion clutteres mind in theory
Frustration flutters hindsight, my memory,
Serves hypocrite nation on a melted platter,
Lost between everything has meaning,
While nothing really matters my emotions left scattered
Cause I'm a bad man, with a sad heart
Tryna pick up, where the ends start
But this maze is getting lost in means
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Tryna pick up, where the ends starts
But this maze is getting lost seems
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Tunnel vision's knocking at the door
In a thousand crowded rooms
Fall face down on the floor
At the shadows begin to loom
High wired on the phone
Damn, I've flooded home
Cause I'm a bad man, with a sad heart
Tryna pick up, where the ends start
But this maze is getting lost in means
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Instead of looking for the light,
At the end of the tunnel,
Im searching for where it begins,
One eye blind through the telescope of wonders...
Congestion clutteres mind in theory
Frustration flutters hindsight, my memory,
Serves hypocrite nation on a melted platter,
Lost between everything has meaning,
While nothing really matters my emotions left scattered
Cause I'm a bad man, with a sad heart
Tryna pick up, where the ends start
But this maze is getting lost in means
Now I'm a good man, with a good heart
Tryna start this, before it falls part
Yet, I'm better off alone...for now
Yeah I'm better off alone, Somehow...
Satellites
Verse 1:
So close, yet so far
No love, full of hate scars
Time slows, even in fast cars
50 Shades of grey behind white and black bars
Prison holes im looking in like golf pars
Hook:
Lookin up from the sky below
Makes sense if you understand my M.O.
A bourne conspiracy, Jason lost in space
So when I hit the ground, I"ll be running in place
Verse 2:
Lights off, on the darker days
can't hit the Mark, it aint Happening
Camera's on, but behind the lens,
I mean, behind the pen's, where I release my sins
With such a vivid slash livid, imagination
Hook:
Lookin up from the sky below
Makes sense if you understand my M.O.
A bourne conspiracy, Jason lost in space
So when I hit the ground, I"ll be running in place
Satellites
So close, yet so far
No love, full of hate scars
Time slows, even in fast cars
50 Shades of grey behind white and black bars
Prison holes im looking in like golf pars
Hook:
Lookin up from the sky below
Makes sense if you understand my M.O.
A bourne conspiracy, Jason lost in space
So when I hit the ground, I"ll be running in place
Verse 2:
Lights off, on the darker days
can't hit the Mark, it aint Happening
Camera's on, but behind the lens,
I mean, behind the pen's, where I release my sins
With such a vivid slash livid, imagination
Hook:
Lookin up from the sky below
Makes sense if you understand my M.O.
A bourne conspiracy, Jason lost in space
So when I hit the ground, I"ll be running in place
Satellites
Friday, September 7, 2012
Understand pt. 2
What do you do when the truth,
Ain't quite enough, stuck in a phone booth,
With no cord attached to the handle, soon
You'll be talking to yourself,
Empty quarters in your pocket
Not a small enough sized socket,
To fix the hands of time on the clock-it..
Ticks and ticks, till its winded up, while
Brick upon bricks, keep linin' up, and this bed,
This house around my head, I can not sacrifice,
My lack of patience is driving me crazy,
Can't ever say im a changed man, stop waiting...
I'm just me on a daily basis...
No one seems to understand the man I am
Yeah, same song and dance, with Lance
I'm doing all that I can, on my way to claim fame,
I just hope that a god has another plan,
I just wish they'd understand...
I hate the man that I am...
Tried reachin' out
While im stuck in this cage
But even when its rainin' out, it's
Not enough to douse the flames,
Cause all this money and praise,
Doesn't buy anything, but pain,
When your mind's what you've lost,
They'll never understand a-gain
No one seems to understand the man I am
Yeah, same song and dance, with Lance
I'm doing all that I can, on my way to claim the fame,
I just hope that a god has another plan,
I just wish they'd understand...
I hate the man that I am...
In a perfect world, wind blows trees down, in tropical lands
Yet we'd never hear a sound, and we'd all understand, but
It's making me fall apart, breaking my already broken heart
Emotion in the form of words, in this verse,
Starting to believe that this gift, is a curse, cause it's getting worse...
No one seems to understand the man I am
Yeah, same song and dance, with Lance
I'm doing all that I can, on my way to claim the fame,
I just hope that a god has another plan,
I just wish they'd understand...
I hate the man that I am...
Hate Me More
No matter how much,
I wanna change the way I am
Prescriptions and therapy only go so far,
I'll always resort back to same ol' man
But that doesnt mean,
You have to attack me the way that you do
I'm fighting enough inside,
Dont need anymore from anyone, but you
Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.
So why do you treat me this way
Treated you like a princess to stay
I'll speak if you speak in a manner in which I,
Can believe what is real, today...
Cause I travel down a broken ol' road
Where deer's and ufo's are unknown
With your picture in my reaview, I'm to gone to be,
The man that I thought I could be, I'm just me
Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.
I wanna change the way I am
Prescriptions and therapy only go so far,
I'll always resort back to same ol' man
But that doesnt mean,
You have to attack me the way that you do
I'm fighting enough inside,
Dont need anymore from anyone, but you
Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.
So why do you treat me this way
Treated you like a princess to stay
I'll speak if you speak in a manner in which I,
Can believe what is real, today...
Cause I travel down a broken ol' road
Where deer's and ufo's are unknown
With your picture in my reaview, I'm to gone to be,
The man that I thought I could be, I'm just me
Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.
Sleep the Days Away
I just wanna sleep, the days away, and
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
No angels can lead me out
No God can't hear me shout
No one listens to my tears of trying
No one comprehends that inside I'm dying
Silent Remains, rain through me,
As Mystic River's flow, so helplessly
Hopeful and thoughtfully, worn out,
Living a life of unreasonable doubt
I just wanna sleep, the days away, and
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
Cause you never noticed me
You refused to comfort me
You'd hang up, or walk out on me
You were never there, and you didnt care, about me....
And that's not what loves supposed to be
I'm opposed to any lies that you'll see
I shut the front door so miserably
With deep breaths of agony.
I just wanna sleep, the days away, and
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
No angels can lead me out
No God can't hear me shout
No one listens to my tears of trying
No one comprehends that inside I'm dying
Silent Remains, rain through me,
As Mystic River's flow, so helplessly
Hopeful and thoughtfully, worn out,
Living a life of unreasonable doubt
I just wanna sleep, the days away, and
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
Cause you never noticed me
You refused to comfort me
You'd hang up, or walk out on me
You were never there, and you didnt care, about me....
And that's not what loves supposed to be
I'm opposed to any lies that you'll see
I shut the front door so miserably
With deep breaths of agony.
I just wanna sleep, the days away, and
Never wake up, with the right words to say
I dont pray to anyone, just to me
Dont lay with anyone else, just lonely ol' me
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Self-Reflection
The hardest part of letting go,
Of ones you love, is holding on,
Risking the vulnerability that you show,
But in the end, flowers still remain to grow,
Even in the winter snow...
But the eyes behold as Summer comes,
As the waves ride in and you come undone,
To a reckless hour that has not been written,
Smitten by the rights of the wrongs that have existed.
And down beneith the shoreline sands,
Lies a brilliant man, exiled stans
Waiting to grace the earth with his presence
As he lives amongst the peasants, the cave reveals a plan.
As much as you want to be perfect, you ain't perfect
The funny thing is, would it really be worth it? its worthless...
It's lonely at the peak, no matter how steep the mountain was
The imperfections will prevail, paitience is a virtue said the snail,
From the sounds of seashell, scaling up from deepest pits of hell.
While trecherous waters neglect self reflections,
Reckless slaughters one selfs plan of recollections,
That reflect in the resurrection, of all thats unpleasant,
There, I said it....
Self Reflection
Of ones you love, is holding on,
Risking the vulnerability that you show,
But in the end, flowers still remain to grow,
Even in the winter snow...
But the eyes behold as Summer comes,
As the waves ride in and you come undone,
To a reckless hour that has not been written,
Smitten by the rights of the wrongs that have existed.
And down beneith the shoreline sands,
Lies a brilliant man, exiled stans
Waiting to grace the earth with his presence
As he lives amongst the peasants, the cave reveals a plan.
As much as you want to be perfect, you ain't perfect
The funny thing is, would it really be worth it? its worthless...
It's lonely at the peak, no matter how steep the mountain was
The imperfections will prevail, paitience is a virtue said the snail,
From the sounds of seashell, scaling up from deepest pits of hell.
While trecherous waters neglect self reflections,
Reckless slaughters one selfs plan of recollections,
That reflect in the resurrection, of all thats unpleasant,
There, I said it....
Self Reflection
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Little Princess
Verses:
Thinkin' back on everything I put you through,
I can't believe you're still around,
Struggled with insecurities that wore me out,
You were heaven in my eyes, but my soul was deep in hell
But now...My walls are starting to fall down.
You see....
You saw.... the worst side of sin,
On my journey for revenge, you just forgive
The worst I'd ever been, and still...
You accept me...for me... No matter the extent, of my,
Self rightious blasphemy, and for that I'm terri-bly, so sorry.
Hook:
I dont deserve you, Im no sort of king
But I'm slaying dragons...just to see...
The thrown in your eyes, so I can be...
Your knight in shining armor, Oh I'd love to try and be,
Cause you're a queen, but too precious to be...
So you're....a Little Princess...to me...
Verses:
Seeing those images we saw go up in the smoke...
As I look up to where the twin towers...used to be
You're the angel in the sky that resembles everything that I've spoke.
And after I watched the Vow, the tears revoked, so now
I'll peel back, all the layers of pain, just so you can see the version of me
And to fall all over again, in love with with me, with this..infinity ring...
You see...
The way I was raised,
I wasn't allowed to stare at the mess I made,
And the only reason I ever walked away,
Was to protect you from all my ways,
But Im so glad you stayed, and you came back to me,
Not sure what i'd do, without the girl I see so preciously.
Hook:
I dont deserve you, Im no sort of king
But I'm slaying dragons...just to see...
The thrown in your eyes, so I can be...
Your knight in shining armor, Oh I'd love to try and be,
Cause you're a queen, but too precious to be...
So you're....a Little Princess...to me...
Outro:
You see...
I made a wrong turn once or twice,
I should have just watched those eyes,
Instead of make them cry, So listen close
Little Princess, you are everything to me
Although my heads to blame, for all my mistakes
I'll never forget your name, I'll never forget face
Because I'll never have too, I've finally found the place,
I want to stay, forever, and a day...
Thinkin' back on everything I put you through,
I can't believe you're still around,
Struggled with insecurities that wore me out,
You were heaven in my eyes, but my soul was deep in hell
But now...My walls are starting to fall down.
You see....
You saw.... the worst side of sin,
On my journey for revenge, you just forgive
The worst I'd ever been, and still...
You accept me...for me... No matter the extent, of my,
Self rightious blasphemy, and for that I'm terri-bly, so sorry.
Hook:
I dont deserve you, Im no sort of king
But I'm slaying dragons...just to see...
The thrown in your eyes, so I can be...
Your knight in shining armor, Oh I'd love to try and be,
Cause you're a queen, but too precious to be...
So you're....a Little Princess...to me...
Verses:
Seeing those images we saw go up in the smoke...
As I look up to where the twin towers...used to be
You're the angel in the sky that resembles everything that I've spoke.
And after I watched the Vow, the tears revoked, so now
I'll peel back, all the layers of pain, just so you can see the version of me
And to fall all over again, in love with with me, with this..infinity ring...
You see...
The way I was raised,
I wasn't allowed to stare at the mess I made,
And the only reason I ever walked away,
Was to protect you from all my ways,
But Im so glad you stayed, and you came back to me,
Not sure what i'd do, without the girl I see so preciously.
Hook:
I dont deserve you, Im no sort of king
But I'm slaying dragons...just to see...
The thrown in your eyes, so I can be...
Your knight in shining armor, Oh I'd love to try and be,
Cause you're a queen, but too precious to be...
So you're....a Little Princess...to me...
Outro:
You see...
I made a wrong turn once or twice,
I should have just watched those eyes,
Instead of make them cry, So listen close
Little Princess, you are everything to me
Although my heads to blame, for all my mistakes
I'll never forget your name, I'll never forget face
Because I'll never have too, I've finally found the place,
I want to stay, forever, and a day...
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