Hate Me More

No matter how much,
I wanna change the way I am
Prescriptions and therapy only go so far,
I'll always resort back to same ol' man

But that doesnt mean,
You have to attack me the way that you do
I'm fighting enough inside,
Dont need anymore from anyone, but you

Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.

So why do you treat me this way
Treated you like a princess to stay
I'll speak if you speak in a manner in which I,
Can believe what is real, today...

Cause I travel down a broken ol' road
Where deer's and ufo's are unknown
With your picture in my reaview, I'm to gone to be,
The man that I thought I could be, I'm just me

Thats why I hate me more than you,
Could ever hate me the way I do,
You think I relish in all of this,
I'd rather die in my own sweat and piss.