Sit Alone and Wonder

Insecurities, are hanging by a thread

While Impurities bang, imperfections that I dread

Maturities, clanging sounds of metallic waves, the

Obscurities impair vision of our own familiar ways, so I

Sit alone and wonder

Are you breaking out?

Know abrutly, that I am wrong

Though I swore I knew all along

Just don't, don't hold it against me,

I can't see me, like you see me, so I

Sit alone and wonder

Are you mistaken now?

Redemptions mesmerize by what is dead

Reading your notes, over again, and

There’s not a word that I even start to comprehend

Screaming infidelities, pain killers n' crystal lead, so I

Sit alone and wonder

Are you waking up?

Reminiscing, on memories meant to go

Emotions overflowing the rivers below

While the world only mistakes my pouts,

You bare through all the screams and shouts, So I

Sit alone and wondering,

Are you faking now?

Over-analyzations ‘cause the saddest songs

Vindicating what is restless, what is gone?

Interrogating the righteous wrongs

Isolating my selfish pawns, while I

Captivate the strongest bonds, So I

Sit alone and wonder

Are you escaping now?

 

Know I am flawed,

Matchbox 20 oh, so un-well

Wish I could see what you saw in me, now,

The things you said you saw yourself, so I

Sit alone and wonder

Are you aching now?